From the recording Demos
Lyrics
Amit Chadha
I Have to Remind Myself
I go out almost every night to hang out with my friends
You could be across the room and still hear me laughing
But once in a while
I'll spend too much time on my own wrestling with the voices
When they creep in they make me feel alone and hopeless till I'm staring at the wall
The more I listen the more I believe
Till I'm crying out what's wrong with me
And I have to remind myself I'm okay
I have to remind myself I'll be alright
That I'm the kind of person people want to be around
When my heart is on the ground and all that's left is a shell
I have to remind myself
There's a girl I fell in love with when I looked in her eyes
And you should've seen the way her face would light up when she saw mine
I was entranced
But when she said she likes me as a friend like a house of cards my heart caved in
And I have to remind myself I'm okay
I have to remind myself I'll be alright
That I'm the kind of person people want to be around
When my heart is on the ground and all that's left is a shell
I have to remind myself
When it's been so long since I've been validated and I've forgotten what it's like to feel appreciated
I have to remind myself I'm okay
I have to remind myself I'll be alright
That I'm the kind of person people want to be around
When my heart is on the ground and all that's left is a shell
I have to remind myself
I have to remind myself
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